You are wrong

Some times until you admit you are wrong you will never get back what you have lost. which ever way you try to justify, it will keep looking back at you. the truth never change.

Most of the time we run away from our failures; we don’t like to look back at them. If it is possible we look for others to blame. children’s like to use “it’s not me” word; which show me the bigger picture of us adults. How many of us take time to see inside and say it could be me. it’s because of the words, actions I choose make this effect, I am responsible for it. the funny thing is we expect children around us to admit they did wrong but we care humongous denial of our mistakes.

But the solution would come only from the ground of facing the truth, looking what has been done wrong, admitting mistakes then ask forgiveness. I don’t think any creation has power to forgive you totally and set you free but the creator dose. You see some people may come and say to you “I forgive you” or you may reflect and forgive yourself; but something keep dragging ‘yes you are not totally free’ you need to come before your creator and admit your were wrong, believe He is willing to forgive you call Him, He is nearer than you think.

once you make the agreement with almighty then let it go. You are for given. it is forgotten in heaven so is in earth; has no power over you, your future. You are redeemed. No one has a right to drag you down. ‘NO ONE’ you are set back to the original place of creation. so go for it strive, win, that is your portion.

Netsanet

you are forgiven!

I have right not to forgive? Hmm? I am not sure about that, but know I am forgiven so I could share what I have received!

Sometimes it seems so hard and stressing to think of forgiving the ones who do wrong to us, it felt being betrayed by self. “Is their a thing like that?” Any ways the point I am making is it is not easy to forgive and let go.

I remembere learning to forgive was one of the hardest thing passed in my life I use to cry cry cry… and count what has been done to me and say I can not! I can not forgive. after all these happens no no no, trying to count the wrongs done against me. Not knowing, forgiveness does not starts from the ground of wrong actions people done. it come from right! It come from the one and only forever forgiver, who set me free I am forgiven when I do not deserve it. SO I forgive.

Being full of fear; not to be hurt again. We may choose to hold on fear. I get it, people do make mistakes so money times and hurt you, maybe unknowingly or knowingly. But dose that give you&me a right to hold an forgiveness?! Absolutely not. I do make the wrong choices, I do sit in the position asking some one forgiveness. Am I perfect to stand and say I will not do any wrong ? Will I say not to hurt any one forever? No I could not. My actions may left some people hurt. Sometimes I will not know I hurt them, so I want them to forgive me.

Genesis 50:17
ዮሴፍን እንዲህ በሉት። እባክህ የወንድሞችህን በደል ኃጢአታቸውንም ይቅር በል፥ እነርሱ በአንተ ከፍተውብሃልና አሁንም እባክህ የአባትህ አምላክ ባሪያዎች የበደሉህን ይቅር በል።

So shall ye say unto Joseph, Forgive, I pray thee now, the trespass of thy brethren, and their sin; for they did unto thee evil: and now, we pray thee, forgive the trespass of the servants of the God of thy father. And Joseph wept when they spake unto him.

O I had another reason not to let go. to hold on the pain , I start count things that may happen in the future saying they did this , she did that, he did…, they will do it again. they have no Shem or kindness to wards me I am not letting it go no no no…

One of the thing is when it come to our knowledge it is best to apologise to the person. It is a big release. You will have no burden.

In other way I need to forgive them too because they may not know they hurt me or they may wish they are forgiven. It is also opportunity for me to smash flesh and its emotion to raise above in spirit.

In most of all when I was faraway in my own little bubble strangling, some one came to show me what I did wrong and say I forgive you. This free gift set me free. I am forgiven So I forgive.

Incase I haven’t told you so I have forgiven you. With the help of the Lord I will continue to forgive.

I wish you can meet this person. He would love to teach you about it.

Netsanet

Wars

The wars we have seen and are seeing in life are terrifying, horrible, sometimes , I wander how did we get here?! when are we going to learn from yesterday? is it the mind of the people keep forgetting the lesson history left? or what is going on?

But most of the time I find non stop war in a person him/her self, constant fighting! to do not to do, to speak not to speak, to obey not to obey. I pass through this wars each day.

Some times every little things we have passed will try to show it self in the present. we argue with-it saying “you are passed I am not going back leave me.” or we reman in the past regretting, crying, wandering; straggling to catchup to the present.

"Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead,"   Philippians 3:13(ESV)

Being consistent and pressing forward is the way I learned. your mind is a battlefield; every choice you make will determine who wins. Every thought that runs trough my mind I had to regulate, saying no you are not allowed or let it flow. Hate and anger or love and forgiveness.

Phisical wars always reminds me the continual war that is passing in to each individual. the battle between good and evil, the constant attack that is send to your mind. so you will fail, miss the mark, be blind to the truth, I see one way to win and it is to stick with the truth as the good book says “the truth will set you free”.

For those who seek help is near to win the battle!

Netsanet